I have a few minutes. By myself. With a computer. That doesn't happen often and probably won't happen much in the next four weeks so I better do this now.
It's the final countdown.
33 days left in my home state. It's gonna be a long AND way too fast four weeks.
The house already looks sad. We've done quite a bit of packing. Garage sale is this weekend. Lori is going to come down in a couple of weeks to hang with the kiddos and we'll probably do most of the packing that week. The truck comes the next week. It'll be paper plates, microwavable meals and/or take out until the truck leaves and we move into the Nutt house for a week.
I had my first good cry today. Karie called in the midst of it and being the best big sister that she is, there was a cherry limeaid at my doorstep with in five minutes. I love my family. I love my bestest friends here. I can hear Jared out in the living room with some of the boys now. Doing that comfortable, high-pitched giggle that he does around the guys he's known and loved for so long. I get so sad. I don't wanna leave.
Then, I remind myself to look forward. I think of my bestest friends and family in TX. I think of the new friends that God has already picked out for us (they're SO lucky ;) ). I think of what God is doing and how He's graciously allowed us to join Him in it. I get way excited. I really want to go.
I'm a hot mess, people. But I wouldn't change any of it. It's a peaceful place. Being right where He wants us. Doing what He's asked of us. It's humbling. I've already seen Him work in miraculous ways to get this church growing. I think of how our time at SCA, my time at Baylor, Jared's time at Anderson, our time at MMCC... It's all worked together to make this possible. It's crazy to look back on events in our lives and see God's hand completely directing us to this exact place, at this exact time, with these exact people. I can't imagine what's in store. The good, the bad, the ugly, the beautiful. But I'm excited. Nervous and scared, yes. But mostly excited.
We'll try to keep everyone updated on our progress over the next few weeks. And Dallas friends, if you ever feel like giving us a call in the next four weeks and reminding us about how great life will be when we get there, well, I'll need to hear it. :)